Secret affair

The lights go down.
My secret romance begins.
My palms feel her.
Umm there is heat.
She gets turned on.

The night is young.
I change clothes.
I am now on my bed.
I move closer.
I gently take her on my lap.

My fingers play.
My mind wanders.
Exotic places.
Dreamy getaways.
Honeymoon spots.

It’s been an hour now.
And am not enjoying this.
My fingers continue to play,
with my laptop keyboard.
My mind continues to wander.
What do I post today?